Living Life with Purpose

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The average life expectancy for men and women according to various sources reveal that humans typically live up to their mid 70s. That’s a short amount of time in comparison to the early beginnings of humanity according to the book of Genesis in chapter 5 men once lived up to their 900s and as time passed, the number of living years continued to decrease.

Genesis 5:18-20
“When Jared had lived 162 years, he fathered Enoch. Jared lived after he fathered Enoch 800 years and had other sons and daughters.Thus all the days of Jared were 962 years, and he died.”

Considering the short amount of time we have on this earth, many spend most of our time working, accumulating wealth, then spending, thus an ongoing weekly or monthly cycle repeats. During moments of free-time, we make memories with loved ones, entertain ourselves or go on new adventures. In the midst of the cyclical redundancies in life, we look for purpose. Surely life is not about toiling and spending. There should be deep purpose in life, a calling or compelling from God to do something. It may not be what we feel comfortable doing, in fact, it may seem dreadful. For instance, God told Jonah to go to the city of Nineveh to announce God’s judgement to the people, but he decided not to listen.

But Jonah got up and went in the opposite direction to get away from the Lord. He went down to the port of Joppa, where he found a ship leaving for Tarshish. He bought a ticket and went on board, hoping to escape from the Lord by sailing to Tarshish. Jonah 1:3

As Jonah was asleep on the ship, a mighty wind came about to break it in half. They feared the wrath of God and Jonah knew it was he who brought the storm upon the ship due to his disobedience so he was thrown over, then swallowed by a fish, which most count as a whale. In the darkness, he turned to the Lord in repentance and prayed. Eventually, he reached the shore of Nineveh as he was released from the belly of the fish. He did as God told him to do, telling the people to repent of their wicked ways and that is what happened. Because the people of Nineveh repented, God’s hand of wrath was turned away.

Most of the times, the calling can involve mental, emotional or physical battles that make you want to give up, cancel or turn away like Jonah. Which is why it is important to listen and allow the Spirit of the Living God to lead and not to be led by your flesh.

Matthew 26:41 says, “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

Having others to pray with, study the word of God with can make a huge difference in one’s spiritual journey. God created us for community. When Jesus walked the earth ministering to others, he called 12 other men to join him. God did not create us to be alone. He created Eve for Adam to have a companion. Considering the importance of healthy relationships with others, I started a bible study group. It was something to help me in my spiritual walk with the consideration of other women who also need fellowship as well. Before each study, I would always go through some physical or emotional attack, which would make me want to cancel every time, but that’s exactly what the enemy of God wants so I stuck through it and I have always been surprised by how God works. There’s over a dozen people on the notification list and it amazes me how God has certain people show up that connect very well with each other. Then another group shows up on another week that connect in different ways than the previous group. At each bible study session, I see God at work.

Not all callings of duty from God involve some enormous shaking of a nation, but we all have a part in this world, even if it seems so little. God will bless the fruit, the sacrifice of time, the physical effort or the finances. The important part is that it’s done unto God, not for our own gain or recognition.

At work, it’s collaboration with a large team of various knowledge and skills. We all come together for the purpose of bringing a project to fruition. Although the structure may last for decades, what’s physical, visual or tactile is not everlasting. When our physical body dies and our spirit leaves, we will not be taking any money gold, car, jewelry, or house with us.

Matthew 6:19-21 says, “Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal; but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”

We were born into this world naked with nothing in our hands and we leave with nothing.

Genesis 3:9 says, “In the sweat of your face you shall eat bread Till you return to the ground, For out of it you were taken; For dust you are, And to dust you shall return.”

Although there’s a goal at work to come together for the physical manifestation of a structure which seems big, but there’s a greater purpose that is everlasting when it comes from God.

Prayer: Lord help me to find my purpose in your kingdom. Show me your ways. Show me your will for my life and give me strength, courage and peace with the ability to carry it out. Amen!

Foreshadowing of Dreams

I had a dream a few weeks back. It was one of those dreams that was vivid. The clarity was like I was really there. I was riding in my sisters SUV, either passengers side or the seat right behind. We were driving through winding roads. The car was very close to the edge on the right side of the road. Beyond that, a very steep drop. Trees covers most of the side of the mountain. At a point we were going very slow and again, I looked outside the window and looked down at the valley very far down from the car. I could see the water below us. It was crystal clear. I could see the colorful rocks underneath the water. In that moment, we lost my dog. When woke up and saw my dog in the morning, I felt relieved and thankful that she was still there, cute as ever.

Few weeks after I had that dream, I find myself riding in my sisters SUV on winding roads, trees all around on a steep hillside. We were driving to Yosemite. I sat behind the passengers seat and to the right side of me, I look down, very close to the edge of the road, I see an extremely steep drop. We were about 3000ft above sea level and I can see the valley, streams and a lake as we move along.

When we arrived to Yosemite, we walked straight to the river. I sat on a rock surrounded by crystal clear water, while dipping my feet in to feel refreshed. The rocks were colorful. The river was shallow and the rocks beneath can be clearly seen. At that moment, I received bad news, like in my dream, I lost my dog. In reality, my dog had passed away.

Sometimes it seems as though God forewarns of future events in a dream or a still voice inside as a preparation for the future. Although painful, sometimes heartbreak can bring us closer to God. When life is a party, God is forgotten, but in the hard times, we draw near to Him. God is close to the brokenhearted and as the tears fall, I feel myself drawing close to Him once again.

Psalm 34:18 KJV
[18] The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saves such as be of a contrite spirit.

Waking up to an Unseen Presence

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The other night I had a dream. I don’t even remember what I dreamt about, but what I remember was feeling an unseen presence in the room. It didn’t feel like a dark presence nor a holy presence. It just felt like something was there starring at me, watching me sleep. I didn’t freak out, as I’ve had other dreams where I struggled to wake up, felt chills up and down my spine and some unseen force pushing me down. I could not discern if it were a dream or not, because I saw everything in my room, but I couldn’t see my hand in front of my face.

The worst was several years back, when I woke up to the word, “demon” coming out of my radio. There were times when I would wake up with a deep scratch underneath my arm and one night when I was having another freaky dream where I struggled to wake up, seeing everything around my room was a small creature beside my bed holding a lamp stand. Whenever I had these dreams I would call on the name of Jesus and the lingering dark presence in my room would go away and I would wake up feeling extremely exhausted.

I remember the night when I slept, after I gave my life to God through water baptism, I had a similar dream. I could see everything in the room, but this time, there were no chills up and down my spine. In my dream, I was laying down in water that went right past my ears and can hear and feel the movement of the water. I felt nothing but peace and God with me and the dreams I had previously of a dark presence trying to stop me from waking up never occurred after that.